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The maniac Scott
The maniac Scott
By Scott Bennett
Everything starts with a lucid dream I had … I walked on the football field at my school and all students was in the stands waiting for me, but I came from behind to cheerleading and dance were. I remember a girl shouting: "Hey Scott!" From the east, then another girl said: "Look, smile!" A third daughter had been until I take a picture of me with his camera. Before he looked to my left and saw my girlfriend and I said hello to me very excited and my body full of joy and excitement warm. It was a race. I quickly looked back at the camera and smiled. The flash blinded me for a while in the second half and he realized he was dreaming, and then when I looked my girlfriend, I realized it was actually my ex-girlfriend now because I knew it was a dream. A dark wave of depression came over me. Once I became lucid account that had just broken off with me a few days. At that time I wanted to die. And I done. My body, my soul began to fall on the grass, but has fallen into an abyss of darkness in memory then woke my feeling dead bodies lying on my bed in the basement. This dream, I think, is what motivated my episode a hobby than a month.
The week before this dream I suffered a lot of depression. I was very sick from For nearly a month with bronchitis and congestion. Finally, I tested positive for mononucleosis, after an arduous trip to the emergency room following an analysis of blood. I was in excruciating pain for several days because of a sore throat. The pain was unbearable. I could not sleep or eat. The pain had been irradiated in my jaw and tongue. I was absolutely miserable. When I told my girlfriend that I had mono your reply to me by "…" text Dot, dot, period. Do not make me happy, I suppose. It ended with me three days later. I loved her and did could not get through. This was the main reason for my depression. I was alone and sick. Distraught, I was about to lose his sanity. I shortly thereafter.
During this week, my best friend of 12 years told me he would be sent to a hospital housing for 4-5 months with contact only by mail. Therefore, I lost my girlfriend, best friend, and physical health in a week. Mono, of course, made me miss school for a month so I also lost my chance for a graduate degree. I was about to lose my future. These events made me lose everything I loved. I appreciate all the submissions before this point, because after these events have lost another of my songs, my mind.
I also could have been on acid for 30 days. I was hallucinating. I heard voices. My writings appear to be schizophrenic. I spent all my money in a week, all waste. I could watch TV in 3-D, I thought I could walk on water, I thought I could time travel, and I thought I would be able fly. Very late in my episode that really believed that I was the second coming of Jesus Christ and that I would save the world. These are some things on top of my head that I remember doing. I do not remember much. This may sound unrealistic, but I assure you that think these things 100%. He was convinced it was a great to be a superhero. I spent days on days trying to time travel. It felt like a movie. Was like being high on life. I was manic. I know it's hard to believe but all these things have become my passion. I intended to reflect those skills and my explanation at all is that I was stuck in a dream. I woke up this day thinking he was still in a lucid dream. And for the next 30 days, he lived like him.
The first thing I do remember is to take 3-D glasses, a roll of toilet paper, and my Ipod excited and looking down the rainbow that appeared when I looked through tube into the eye of 3-D he had done. Then spent several hours watching the light at the ceiling as I tried different combinations to go cross-eyed. I have to go cross-eyed high of more than 100 times. Even today, I will still love him squint. At one point, I was in a garage and when I squint, I panicked a field of yellow grass around my car with a blue sky. Another important hallucination I had when I saw on television. I want to see everything in 3-D, even cartoons and photographs also on LCD screens. I remember going at the mall and I was wondering The Weather Man was off the screen while walking. One thing I often tried to make the water appear on my glasses to my eyes. I would also try to bend light and melting water bottles. I spent much of my time on my balcony watching the sun and smoking cigarettes. I'm very addicted to cigarettes during this time, a pack a day and now I can not quit.
One day I went to school during my manic episode and ended up writing an essay of 25 pages handwritten why it is zero, 1 = 0. I called the equation of faith. I thought the numbers were all limits and that the language has never been able represent the concept of infinity correctly. To me, infinity is a belief, not a number. I thought I had broken a barrier in the spiritual proving 1 = 0. It was another explanation that I gave to me why I felt these new feelings. I thought I had passed.
To be temporarily insane and then return to normal is called back into reality. This happened when my psychologist and psychiatrist convinced that I was not a dream. I do not believe for a while until I realized. Then dropped again for a week or two, but again a hypomanic. It was when I was diagnosed bipolar. In a year that had been diagnosed with anxiety disorders like panic disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder and was subsequently diagnosed with ADHD. I am currently 6 different requirements, but I still do not have minor panic attacks every day and I constantly struggle with ADHD.
All the medication I tried or is currently experimenting with drugs for me. Zoloft was the first prescribed the medication they gave me for my problems anxiety. It took two weeks to get but I remember being in work when I felt a tingling sensation, without apparent reason. I felt again the next day and when I realized that I felt more confident and relaxed. I became strong life for weeks because my new level of happiness is in the Zoloft. As I built a tolerance to it and the recipe was from 20 mg to 50 mg to 100 mg. This amount drugs began to have negative effects on me. I had mild to severe night sweats almost every night for 1-2 months. Anorexia also took me to lose 15 pounds and I vomited in my yard almost every night. He was looking thin and healthy. After my doctors Me Down to 75 mg of Zoloft, I started to repair the damage. He never gained weight back, because at the time I was diagnosed with ADHD and put on Adderall. I have been serious problems sitting for long periods. Me all the time writhing from my chair and all those who had a class with me knows that bounce my legs for the kind of start to finish. My problem with the legs is now perhaps a neurological movement disorder. In some it is simply called "sewing machine legs." Then I put on 20 mg of Adderall, which became more than 30 mg. I felt the buzz the first few days, I tried. I did my homework for AP English first time in months and I really do my homework in Spanish on Adderall. Another drug that was then called amitriptyline. This drug has helped my physical condition alone. I diagnosed with irritable bowel syndrome, irritable bowel syndrome and hyperhidrosis, excessive sweating due to anxiety. This drug You helped greatly combination with Zoloft. These are recipes that I had mono before.
During my manic episode was absolutely convinced that would win the lottery. At one point, I decided that my wishes would come true after sleep. It's the only reason I slept, but once I got up to 72 hours. One day I woke up convinced that he would finally win a particular lottery ticket for 2,500 $. I told my parents I was walking to the gas station. I brought with my ipod, cigarettes, lighter, my cell phone cell phone and my friend Greg because he had left in my car before sending it immediately. It was a clear day the walk sun at the station, I said, 'Come on an adventure. "He walked by the County of Fairfax Avenue and as I thought I saw signs, signals. I followed the tracks and, finally, I thought if I watched the sun and rotation, could control the weather. I also thought I was a "shock" and could charge the dead battery Greg. That's when my auditory hallucination appeared for the first time that I remember. I called the voicemail and voicemail Greg lady started talking to me, which is impossible. It happened again with my voice mail own later in the day because I thought he was telling me how to time travel. Continuation of the journey came to an underground tunnel in which he tried to of levitation, walking on the water and dragged into another dimension. Do these things and I think he did that led me to believe that would become a superhero. That's how he was mad. Although during this period told me I was crazy, I was still completely unconscious of how I was really mad.
Time travel is not possible today, but when I was maniac who really believed that I could do. I thought I needed tools to take the time to travel. My tools were canceled helmet noise, a watch that does not work, two bracelets, an iPod, a clock, a bell and a clock that changes color. I would go to my bathroom basement these elements, Sharpie drawn completely naked throughout the body and try to travel in time. I turn off the lights and turn on the fan, do I pay the timer for a specific number, then the door until the world was frozen in time. I tried several times to my other travel time methods. The other method was Changing the time on my computer at the time of my choice then was to change the time in the world. I repeatedly tried to stop time with this too and estimated time because the team was all-powerful, accidentally kept the date of my computer a day where I left behind my memory for dates completely disoriented. This is why I missed the anniversary My father, 3 March, a month after I entered my first manic episode, I thought it was 02 Although Mars had put my watch back an day a month before that date. My actions affected my memory.
On the computer I want to see my music Myspace "Safe Bet" brightness and because my nickname in the group was "The Preacher" I thought it was fate that seemed to have some type of experience religious. That's what I felt. I came to the conclusion that all human beings are the son and daughters of God and we all have the potential that are limited by our inhibitions. Now I have no doubt all the beliefs I have, I wonder about the reality of it all after this episode.
In my episode, my inhibitions were released and experienced intense euphoria natural. It was like being high all day. He was in good humor, energy me and I was happy. It's the difference considering me she started a week after a break until I was deeply depressed. I became confident, I felt completely my ex-girlfriend. I do not know why I felt so good and why I was watching TV in 3D. I asked, but only to myself. He taken to the madness, and I passed by spiral theories. Sometimes I knew I was playing strange, but I do not care. I was right there. I thought it was Jesus.
To relate to someone with bipolar disorder, you must have a sort of psychotropic medication. Imagine that bipolar disorder is like having a drug reactions in your system. Intensifies the emotions on both sides that can lead to episodes manic depressive episodes, but be creative. Bipolar disorder is often known, but the manic episodes are unexplained and are real still a mystery to the general public. If you are "normal", then you can be grateful and normal I mean someone who has not need medication daily. I am drugged by six different medications for my mental illness. That's what it takes to feel almost normal. I only been treated for less than a year for my mental health issues that were raised in what he regarded as a cruel world. I constantly struggled with my emotions stabilize my life, but never knew what to do. I had to admit he had problems mentally, and say my parents take me to a psychologist. It allowed me a lot and I have overcome many problems in recent years. However, it is worth years of therapy do I prepare for a manic episode and after.
Falling in reality, when someone a manic episode, finally agreed to have one. They will feel like Jesus to feel like a failure. I'm very depressed because I was so disappointed with myself. I thought my dream come true. I thought I had special powers. I crazy.
Here's a quick bio that my mother had to write to my appointment with the neurologist.
Scott was diagnosed with anxiety in summer 2008. Our family physician, Dr. Long, prescribed Zoloft, starting with a low dose. Scott had some improvement. Scott effect secondary, such as rising doses had been administered, including perspiration. Scott still felt feelings of anxiety and become expressed crazy and Dr. Long recommends Dr. Arons. At the beginning of psychiatric treatment with Dr. Arons in December 2008, has been diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed Adderall. In January 2009, Scott was diagnosed with mononucleosis. A few days later his girlfriend broke up with him and his friend, Greg, Graydon Manor to treat depression and addiction. These experiences have been traumatic. Scott then hypomanic and manic episodes during a period of four weeks during February. Initially treated with Zyprexa. In March, he was taken Zyprexa and Abilify was presented and after lithium. During his manic Zoloft has been abandoned. After the way, Scott was again from Zoloft prescribed at low doses, then increase the current 75 mg per day. Zoloft has been reintroduced at the end of March. He is not manic or hypomanic. Like her mother and the observer of their daily activities, I think we are still depression. He often sleeps during the day. Time is reduced bis school day and take two classes at the school of education higher. It is difficult for him to focus on activities (except for playing music his passion). Focus on school activities is very difficult. Read a literary novel that has no interest impossible. He can not even enjoy the hobby of watching TV and sleeping in its place. Attendance is sporadic at school for various health reasons, tired, not feeling well, nausea, etc.
Part 2: 1 = 0
Before writing Part 2, Part 1 showed me around their colleagues, friends and family. I also went to two of the main bipolar support Web sites and published my story, but I have ideas and interests. Everyone complimented me on these writings and I was very happy to hear that, but I feel the need to explore my thoughts on most of my episode manic, I mean … which was 30 days. I'll try to remember everything I can. Turned and picked up my writing my crazy episode and I found some are disturbing. In a notebook found on a random page at random words
"I Scott Andrew Bennett, I know how he died because I killed my spirit. Now I know 2 eyes = 1. I am anyway. Um, circles and squares. iTunes Music = = IAMMUSIC. "
I do not know what he was thinking.
If you think it strange, then this next section to be very rare. It is my summary of the reasons why 1 = 0, I wrote during my manic episode.
"English is only a sub-circle language as is mathematics so literally, you can sense that you believe that faith is a circle, not linear. The logic is linear so you can walk along the circle of faith. His faith is a value. Service by values rather than expected can represented by x. If x = 1, "1" is a finite value (1 stands for the word "limited"), then it is proved that x = 0, all you have infinite value. It is necessary to loosen its scope in bulk on the concept of human potential on its own it is never an exact value really is and what is actually infinite. If you think of everything, like a circle, then you can replace the feeling of infinity in logic into English as effective communication. I tell you now that the equation of faith is 1 = 0. But think of the "=" as "?" and simplify once more the point of a question mark because it is a question of English at infinity. The answer is simple: another question. So, the logic of English is solved and answers are held by think in circles, so that the equation of faith is "1 = 0" because it is not zero for you. No sense for me or until the turn of the logical circle. I know the answer came, because he understood the concept of infinity. What is faith and faith is the translation of the logic of human evolution. It is a mathematician. "
That leads to a huge spike in my manic episode. When I felt I had discovered that 1 = 0, that's when my world was shattered and I began to do all the crazy things. That's when I knew that something unusual this feeling that took over the past few days. It was then that I realized something very different. I do not know. But I a full blown manic. I had lost. But right now, I thought that had won! I thought one was equal to 0 and I thought I had gone to the spiritual realm. That's what led me to believe that soon to have special powers For example, I tried to walk on the moon 3 miles on the side of the road west of beef and become a dog through the manipulation of my shadow with my thoughts.
This is a summary of 25 pages of hand written over 1 = 0 I have in my day. Remember, I writing 25 pages of handwritten documents in about 6-8 hours strait thinking I had found that 1 = 0, so I thought that meant there was in fact shown that the dream again. At that time, I told myself, Scott, anything that makes you feel good about why they are still afraid? And I said, I do not know. And then I said Scott, who was not afraid anymore.
It is what it feels like a maniac. All Everyone thinks that the way frightening or terrible. It is an explosion. Is it like waking up one morning and say I'll do whatever the hell I want to do day for 30 days. What people must understand is just a word.
The inhibition, inhibition is a feeling of fear or shame to behave naturally. The inhibition also can be defined as the process to stop or delay a response chemical.
When I said, do not be afraid? Then I realized that this would have time to lose my fears and doubts. I mean all fears. I tried so hard to lose my fear I wanted to bend gravity flight. This known as the release of inhibitions. Your body releases inhibitions and feel immense euphoria. In my manic euphoria was something I pursued. I want things to work. Any two things can make an equation in your head and try to solve them. I'd find a reason for everything.
One day I woke up and said. ? I am, I dream still "I must be" That day I went down, threw a picture through the kitchen, and then steal the car my mother and take her home for Tommy. His mother said: "Did your mother's car without his permission I said with confidence and courage," Yes. " She was surprised by the did not say anything and did not even get in trouble that day because my behavior was so strange that my parents did not know what was happening.
Only people who are bipolar actually never Jesus. It is quite common. However, I really feel like Jesus. Wow! It felt incredible, let me tell you … I called my second album, Safe Bet, "The Second Coming" I thought it was the second coming of Jesus. The reason So I thought it was because one day Jesus Christ was on my Myspace strong commitment that began to shine and shine and when I I saw a little thought "Preacher" (my nickname for the group) means something religious. I was having a religious experience. So I thought I was Jesus when I felt I had managed to walk on water for 2 seconds. I need to learn. However, he never told anyone that I thought was Jesus. N was not until my friend Tommy Cook when he said he thought he was Jesus Christ and that was St. Thomas. And the strange thing is. He really believed. And so do about six people. Why? For about two weeks to all my friends had the puzzle for me to make predictions. Basically, I want the future be so strange. I did things guess as the first song on my iPod shuffle before Tommy Cook, the song was 1976 by RJD2. Ill never forget. One day I told my friend Ziad Example I saw him, hey dude you've been bored for 2 weeks and just picked up an old hobby. His response? "Yes, man, I was bored, so who picked up his guitar again, "Coincidence? The same day I was at my friends Taylor Creighton and he played the guitar and told me that you were bored all week so he took the guitar. And he was like yes how did you know? I said something similar to Taylor Thomas on the previous day. I said, Taylor was so boring and so little agitated and keeps you from playing the guitar. I was correct. This is one of many strange things Taylor Thomas and I held during my manic episode. My other friend Lee Martin had witnessed what he had said Ziad and had been taken for me. There was great confusion and started. Ziad interviewed more later, I thought the incident, said: ".. It was very interesting, it did not really afraid, but it was fascinating was like, how he knows this? "
One of my best friends, Tommy Cook, and had a memorable day in my manic episode exactly 7. It was the first friend I had seen in seven days and I have 7 days of mania and almost thought I was going to become a werewolf at night. I had all my papers in a bag which, ironically, says music = life in it and a yellow notepad with a spiral drawn on it.
Tommy was the first to see my writings. He saw that and many other things, including my time travel tools. That day, I took my 2 bracelets, clock does not work, and at that time, I had a hat-colored rainbow of new ones. Had a special meaning for me because at one point, I connected my hat for a song called Sherbert Head Boards of Canada. Therefore, I thought I was special. I took the subway bought everything I wanted because I had just announced that not only will you win the lottery, but that could melt the plastic with my eyes. I had my driving lights on the ceiling and tried to focus my eyes so that a laser is formed which could then melt small holes. I tried without success, but of course I had achieved.
Part 3: Outlook Tommy Cook
Mania is the most puzzling phenomenon which has never been in direct contact with my life. When your best friend goes through something so surreal, is required to make the adventure.
On February 9, I met Scott maniac for my first time. I threw in the way we see him standing in front of his garage, Coca-Cola hand, with a bag full of paper and an assortment of random objects. Weird, I thought. What's that coming now? When he got in the car, I asked if he thought a "time traveler." Strangely, it looked more like a normal person. A character in a movie, book … I do not know. It was just a character. It was like a different person to me even ten seconds of him talk. I do not know why but I felt like Scott had an aura of enlightenment. It seemed that mankind has discovered this would be bigger than ever.
Taylor Thomas Part 4: Perspective
Call a manic episode, you name it but I opinion, the case of Scott Bennett was one of extreme perplexity. To understand how this "episode" Scott has been affected, it must go back and Scott was in advance. Before the episode of Scott, from my perspective at least, was a musician and friend relaxed. Some friends and crew I, Scott's house to jam and play with different instruments, sort of making music. Scott was always the first to suggest that all come together and participate in these musical gatherings. We do it maybe twice three times a week, talking about things more or less normal school than girls, grades, parties, etc. As Scott had told me before I had some serious tension between him and his family, but what he told me that the process is unlike anything outside the ordinary relationship of parents troubled teens. Until day, Scott said he was deeply depressed and do not know why. For me, it was no surprise, children are like that all Oakton time around. However, the severity in which Scott felt it was very different, I mean the way he described his pain was much more serious. But it was only a harbinger of much bigger event.
universal concept in theory, everything that happened, we can see signs of an event occurring before he did, and we are in the past this event. However, when this event takes place occurs in a split second event for all purposes to have been inside or part of building up the event, those who were at the event horizon again feel the effects long, those who do not feel the short-term events or events that can wave away. People do not know but they are precursors events each day. One building block that is currently organizing an event much more important that everyone saw it coming but at the same time, not at all, who knows maybe our existence is a building block for a larger event. Every day we see these events as we just "coincidences" that we know little or minor incidents that could well lead to much larger events. But I digress this work is the subject of my reaction to the episode of Scotts. To tell what I say, I saw this coming event. I was there when there was an allusion to it.
It all started when I was talking with a friend of a friend of a friend. We did not talk at a time and somehow our conversation led to the music and the music of Scott.
"Oh, you play with Scott Bennett? Asked girl
Well, one thing led to another and before I knew we were talking (he spoke), it was cute. She concluded our conversation he informed me that it would very grateful that I am in a good word for her. Then, of course. I told Scott that day following about how this girl I knew said he was very nice (I was hoping that maybe it would Scott some confidence and not be depressed) Scott replied and surprisingly he said he had not spoken much with her. At this point, I'm gone, I've never been one to get involved in the affairs of other nations and leave everything that was going on between Scott and this girl happened.
About a week elapsed before I heard the news of Scott and his new wife. When I approached the class after treatment of secondary made a statement to make some corny "and a maximum of five years. After that, I do not speak for everyone that much of Scott, at least for me," and his new wife spent much time together, and honestly just leave a relationship that I was quite skeptical about the "love" and I wanted no part of it.
Now, one can think that has to do with the manic break Scott, and my answer to that is everything and nothing. The young girl you see is the case. That's what put all in motion if it was the most important thing in the episode Scott and less at the same time, a oxymoron, but I hope it does illustrate my point correctly. You see, when Scott and the girl that broke was the tipping point for the poor kid.
Scott I'md me the day began.
Scott: She left me.
Me: aw damn man why?
Scott: I do not know haha
Me: Well that's just a girl
Scott: yes …
This conversation was there I felt normal guy just got dumped, of course, will feel bad. What Scott does not mention to me was all the shit that happened that led to this (or what I thought she did). Many of them were clear and had tried to help and treated like any normal secondary question, Scott has often said I had family problems and was taking medication, so many times Scott had told me she wished to raise and sports, but has unable because of back problems, and right now for me was not very significant. Not quite yet. However, after weeks and weeks Scott no-show at school, I began to wonder. In our time, the second class meeting he had requested his friend Tommy Scott Cook, where he was.
"Scott is very very bad man …" I was told Tommy
"What do you mean?"
Tommy then informed me that Scott was diagnosed with mono right before the girl had broken with him. I immediately thought "Ay heartbroken" that really, really, really I was wrong.
I did not Scott was close to 2 weeks after the break and I thought I just needed to leave home, you know the party, doing things at school secondary. So one night is assumed that this celebration takes place over one of my friends and Scotts house, I thought "this is my chance to leave the house and socialize again "I called Scott and reluctantly said he would be there. However, when I met Scott at the party who acted very abnormal, much less verbose and generally uncomfortable. Not until 12 at night when I realized that had gone really. Around the same time Scott's mother called me and asked me where I was. I was loss for words and you had no clue about the place of Scott. Apparently, someone at the party told me that Scott has jumped the fence and ran after one hour in home games. The weekend after that I just thought well, that was too big for him to start, Scott has had some type of anxiety by the number of people who attended, and I'll do a little something for him at home. Tonight was the biggest night of the episode manic for me tonight Scott Bennett was at that time so powerful that you just almost too manic. It began as a single night in the apartment, but later, Scott wanted to move over time. Later, we talk about things like space, music, etc. So what Scott said something so rare. He told me that I could control what was happening and he was a superhero and if he believes that it is not and could not die. He seemed so sure that I almost believe it. Sometimes the repeated, time I have said repeatedly that he was a great man, they were all over that do not know until I told her ideology. I sat trying to find logic in what he said but did unable, however, both a part of me really believes. Now, who knows, not everyone wants to be special? Nobody wants to be the average person who goes at school, at work, come home and have a normal life. If someone approaches you and says you were more than that, there was some something superhuman and change the mood, do not you think? The next day I woke up to find holes in the logic of what Scott has said, but decided to live on their explanation of life and how we live, just for one day. And just for that day, I found really. My "belief" became strictly a sudden interest in what he was doing an act of Scott, so. Every time I talked to him since that time there was a new concept, a new idea in his preface added original physics of color and an extreme attitude on the attitude of the subject. At one point Scott had told me that I could bend light intensity and color of a television screen using 3-D glasses. This does not necessarily believe, but absolutely fascinated me. Scott really believed what he said. If you thought it would, and if they thought he was going to happen. There are many different ways Scotts of ideology, but appears to be the general concept "I convinced him and we'll get to me, I see and I believe that good things for you, then. "Scott had already determined that these things are real, based the science of light and color to more research found that Scott had managed to convince so many people and so many people panic, as with predictions that it was simply unaware that fascinating. Scott could scare people with a particular point, he would see a white car, a red car and black car more than any other car on the road, simply because he said and that these colors have special meanings. Ladies and gentlemen who read this, what Scott was doing was a form of marketing. Of course, we will see the cars white, red or black, if someone says, looking straight into his eyes "you will see again." You are the brain can not help him, he was alerted to watch the red, black and white because of an interesting conversation, and whether or not the first thing we think about how you look on a white car, red or black, is that as the person who looked into his eyes and told him to do so. And people do not realize that Scott did not notice, thought it was a powerful being with the ability to predict human behavior, leading them to behave a certain way every day. Do what people perceive as everyday is not so common. He made people behave a way for them unknowingly hypnotized to believe that yes! To use his confidence in what he said to hypnotize people to see events they wanted to see! For a better example, Scott would say, I bet I know what this week has been like, and a curious person can wonder how it went? And Scott would say, with utmost confidence, it was not boring? And for the second, in the brain of someone that Scott said something something that, in fact, with so much confidence, which ultimately think. They remember all they had time to be bored this week and thoroughly analyze up without knowing it. That's what people understand, all the rest? They could not make sense, but for the fact that Scott had "predicted" week who wondered if it was real.
One day, about half of the episode Scott Scott tried to tell me that we in fact equal to 0. He was so sure, so sure of his explanation that made me think possible, so logic in which there was equal 0, was so sure there was no way I could be wrong that my brain had to find another way and he did. He told me that it has a limit, and it's human nature to limit this and if we could not really understand the equivalent of 0, which would break a spiritual kingdom and reach a new level of understanding. For me it was a desire to be special and convincing Scott made me think to a logic 1 to 0 is the same as the boundaries were actually made by man and that one is as good as 0 due to the human nature to its limits. Now, later I realized how much I was really bad and my interest Scott's behavior.
It was very interesting until one day Scott began to tell me that it was the second coming of Christ. However, it was very interesting for me too I was the one who has studied physics and the concept of Universal (which are two very various and extensive research) and new views of Scott and polarity in them, and now Scott had made a religious aspect of their "natural color "Ideology and the" creational "which had once seemed interesting. Suddenly, with the religious Scott lost interest in the episode, and I see things once fascinating and amazing Scott became a cult with a preacher who could really believe. Take nothing Scott, however, he really believed what he thought and a few weeks after losing interest, and now back down to earth wrote in detail about his manic episode. Meanwhile, when I talked to him, not to suggest or to theorize about things, I knew things. I could time travel using light waves and acceleration particles of the right color. We can predict how someone could act with colorful signs that it was received more in tune with. Scott Bennett the spirit is God.
Part 5: The Yellow Book
During my manic episode, I was constantly I try to persuade people around me that I abilitites special. I spent 30 minutes trying to do magic tricks with my parents. I spent hours and hours talking to Tommy tries to come to believe with all my theories. A symptom of mania talking too much and my parents Tommy and most experienced. It was quite strange. I really had no control over how I talked a lot. I would try to get from point A to point B in my conversations, but I get off the track immediately and remain outside the track until I asked a question and then I would do it again.
Most people looked at me blank when I talk about my theories at their disposal. Some names theories of mine my yellow book, theory of the arc, the theory of the bubble, the theory of circular and Rubix theory. Rubix theory was thought I could read the color schemes in the bucket to see how to move the square. I tried several times but never tried for over an hour at a time.
This the first page of my yellow book shows how my mind worked at that time.
What made me think … writing it because I wanted to find the answer to a question I had. I am very pleased that, after writing the title question. I resolved a problem. Or should I saw "he had solved the problem" is more accurate because he had answered the question. And then I had to stop and determine what the following … on a separate sheet of paper. Haha I'm back, I went to stop …. is a relief. Stop doing so sad. We are also bad for ourselves that we are created television programs online predators. It sad. Sadness is the point of view to happiness. If you start to feel sad you feel sad, mentally and physically, to reveal what makes you sad circles of life I realized NOW. Dictate their thinking at a good pace to see what "good" of all. Account setup mode bipolar, unipolar, but the feeling is the goal in this case because the physical actions are reactions to think happy thoughts. If you're sad … then you can not logically be happy. So feel happy. Think about your happiest moments and you control your destiny. I'm sure I can think of a good idea. Go do it again! Why not? I do not know what my first thought was, but I do now. I wanted to kill myself than ever. And I just demonstrated why logically no. I can get this in a few words. Do not kill yourself. Life is changing. Do not stop evolution. I write a book for myself. Nobody else read this. Imagine for a moment. I have visions. I can create the future. I was born with creativity. I'll see in the future. I know the future? I think in 3 dimensions. At some point, I write a book of double circle. I understand the sense of color.
This part of the day, an extract of my manic episodes written by my argument that 1 = 0, My main theory at the time of manic-being. This was my basic argument for existence. He wanted to prove that 1 = 0 to prove that the concept of infinity can be understood mathematically. This was taken from hand-written paper called the Humanist Manifesto.
The manifesto of man
I'll prove you can find the solution to everything there is to think in circles around the average the mathematical representation of 1 = 0.
"." Is a circle. O is a circle. O is a full point. A point is an open circle, as you may think that this could be an opening to a point that the human eye can not see. Understand that complete circle can actually be opened is the path of faith. Mathematically, the faith is expressed as 1 = 0. Your religion is where you set the limit in the faith. The Christian faith is limited. Equals "a" boundless faith is his faith when set to zero. Atheism is zero. Is unlimited. If faith is a person attached to a then gives a value of one. If you see how 1 = 0 in circles and any other number than zero "is a sub-category, a limit. That makes Christianity, Islam and Judaism are all subcategories of atheism. Being atheist is to believe that 1 = 0 because they have faith in the God of atheism ", not the absolute zero." This circular is the theory applies to the faith but there are circles within it. One person asks questions like "why?" because they want a "solution". To Christians, Christianity = 1. That's your answer. Atheists are those who always ask a question. The differences between our physical mental and the war in the minds of all rights. Try to connect the two. That's how we see things. Separated from other animals, human beings Humans are capable of making war and signing of peace treaties. Therefore, the physical layer is the question "What?" And the question is mentally "But what if? "It's a circle. A mind of man is a widening circle. Nirvana is when a man pushes his circle rather to achieve peace in his lifetime. That mental aging. The aging of the human spirit is the growth of humanity. This growth leads to maturity and his mental age is a measure of their maturity. Being ignorant is not aware of the "zero" at maturity. It is "ignorant immature." Not wanting to be ignorant is to have faith in 1 = 0. This is the representation Mathematical faith. Have Faith is the result of the aging mind.
Language is the basis of interaction human. Other animals have their instincts. The animals believe in "zero", but I think 1? 0, as a Christian, an age limit mind is achieved. If we know that language is the separation then we know that the circle of the origin of the domination of humanity. The cycle of physical and metal can be applied to the tongue. You can still apply theory driven again after finding the values of 1 = 0. That's what opposites. "1" and "0" equal to another. Because otherwise the circle in the language. We just need to find a way to "=" (Solve) the opposite. We must find the faith to believe in 1 = 0, because we have faith that everything can be expressed as "2x" when simplified. This is the meaning of "forever" in the figures. The symbol? of 2 Circles endlessly. You can always melt the 2 circles of anything in 1 and if 1 = 0, then 2x is infinite, since 2 (0) is infinite, forever. If 2 (0) = 0 and 0 = 1, then 2 = 0 and 3 = 0 4 = 0 and 5 and so on. 1 = 0 is the simplified version of the mathematical equation. "1 = 0" is faith. Is this the answer to humanity. Is the equation rights. The human person, they form a circle. Humans have invented language, the tool of mankind. There are many. Only Both are necessary for humans to function properly, a "physical" language and "mental". Their language is because his thought "mental" mathematics and physics. You were born with the instinct of mathematics, but because human beings have reached a point that the spirit bilingual, so we must find our "1" and "0" in existing humanity. I just need language to think and point where they now regard this as English. I learned the most advanced mathematics can be limited by watching my math class more difficult to do, but I have two math courses more difficult because I have seen math in 2 different languages. Last year, as a student of 11 degree at Oakton High School in Fairfax County, Virginia, and took Computers & Awards Pre-Calc. I found myself with a D + (73) Honors Pre-Calc and C (74) computer. My circle may be more, but now I'm back to my education in both languages and ironically, I take the simplest possible, the kind of math you had to choose. I'm taking probability and statistics in their final year, a very simple class. I was a student when the C math throughout my education. The same is true of my English and Spanish. History Can I get an A too, I look back, I consider the "0" then "1" in my life and once I found the "=" to "1 = 0" then discovered the first instinct of any living today. Living beings use language. You must ask yourself: "How can we = 0 if the death and life there? This is our first" mental "and our instinct" physical matter. " Mathematics is the beginning.
Think of mathematics as the beginning and then apply the theory to be implement circle time "ing" mathematics. Language is a subset of mathematics. All that is mathematics. All things can be derived from forms of ALL. A circle, 360 *, go all the aspects, which is the point of view of faith. If you think of 360, so you can find faith in 1 = 0. The woes of humanity, all defects in a group is what prevents us from considering that 1 = 0. If you find the language of life, then we must believe in the theory of circular, because I remember "2x" is infinite and if we take two points on a circle on AC, you can create multiple connections are made in every direction, begins to find two points of something. The "x" in "2x" represents a point, because once you make a circle, the 2 points away. Now is a circle. Infinity is circular and a circle is infinite. This application of the 1 = 0, in English, which means that the answer to everything is reversed sweep vice, or unipolar movement. It is easy to find our "1" values and "0" mathematically everything (including lyrics) is a face. Learning from mistakes is the equation "1 = 0" and "=" is the learning of the error. Everything is a circle. You're a circle. Your mind is a circle. Do you believe in circles. The "=" is going round in circles. Peace is looking for small circles. War is the greatest research circles.
That's how I met my conclusions. I found one of my values 1 = 0. I'm alive. So I see death. Seeing life is what I'm doing. I think in circles. I try to think in circles. I try to think in circles. My "wish" is my spiral the temptation to search for "=" on "1 = 0. I had a revelation, man has invented temptation. Temptation the circle of his consciousness. To believe in 1 = 0, we must understand the concept of infinity. The sky is the limit. This is a simple blurry. Infinity the limit. A zero. Zero is equal to one. Evolution is the natural way to learn the ways of the infinite through life. So if you have this faith, then you are a circle. Once you become a circle are all quarters. potential of the human brain is said to be 10%. The potential is the measure of a circle. The human beings are only 10%! Think of the media! If we are 10% after a time we were at 9% and we hope to be 11% and so on. Believing sees. Looking at 100%, then we must seek to 0%. Retrospect is the language of 100%. Mathematics, language, infinity, and faith. These are the small circles of life. These are the smaller circles of physical and mental health as human beings can see. To accept death is the final decision a human being must do to make a circle of your life. Do not accept death is suicide is reached. I saw the light of a mere human can see. They have no faith is the fruit suicide. If you find the faith in the "zero" then set a limit if it does not find a belief in "a" and "a = zero." During the human life, the time to measure our faith makes us like death. If we limit ourselves to make one? 0, then we are doomed. theory of the circular can be an answer to infinity, because infinity is equal to the inverse of the finite, which is 1 = 0, and finally a circle. The human being grows with maturity in the circles of thought.
Trauma is the opposite of nostalgia. The distinction of trauma at the ceiling of a human being when the suicide is performed. The circles and smaller circles is that the solution of life is established. Find a way around the circle is how they grow. Think mentality values have a chance to go "1" and "-1". Thus, the human mind is the moment we are in the circle of our age mind. The time is how we find ourselves in a circle. We receive less ("-1") and culture ("1") in our stability. Time is a force. Time is the value "1" and "zero" represents the way you see life. Faith must be used in the logic and the meaning of "vice versa" to find the "+" from "time. I've been looking for" +? "Because it is what I want. However, I had to get into a circle of revelation to the value adding "?" – "My equation. "-?" and "+?" so what?, showing why then 1 = 0. We see it as infinite? " Because we see everything that polarization. Good or bad. An impartial mind is my mind. the mentality of man is defined as a series of happy and sad, cold and hot, good and bad, so they went to war in my mind so much so that told me to leave to contradict myself in my head, because I've become just life. I have an unbiased view towards humanity because I changed my mind. I created a new mentality. Now I think in circles because I am currently in the field of string theory, which is a circle. experience polarized in a human being can be measured by the trauma and nostalgia. Individuality is achieved by measuring itself in its own way. If a circle exists in all the Spiral is so when you see the ends, the inner circles. Revelations are the obstacles in mind that we have succeeded to overcome. Disclosures are the circles that we create. When we make a circle of two opposite emotions, and obstacles of man, we our communications. A revelation is when you want the "+?" in life, but you know what? "-" Exists and that, together, they only become, but rather as "0" or simply "?". "Each circle filled or not the human eye is an empty circle. The belief is faith. The time has come as revelations about. Time is the "=" of all things. Time is a way to find loopholes. The unknown time is a black hole. Memory is the source of the data of human use. Memory is a "sub-circles" Math is then a sub-circle of time. Understanding of time is measured by patience. "Patience is a virtue, the silence burns you. "(TV on the Radio), I repeated that phrase to myself several times since his first album, Dear Science at. Now I realize account that I found many responses to music. Instead of explaining how he was influenced, I can tell you the results of influence. These are the results of my ongoing obsession with music.
I always thought of music as "the music never betray. The You "Music is the result super evolution. It is easy to measure progress in these days to see what adjustments technological and environmental. Technology is the natural evolution of life. How to adapt to changes in the current environment is the means to measure mental development. We're at a point where you can create your burning question for me. I will apply the "What?" / "But if "theory of mind. I'll tell you his temptation unknown is subtly kill you. Now I'll see for myself.
His first question after seeing the visual spectacle "0 = 1" when they say there is not things such as correct answers. This question shows that you have faith in the "1? 0" and your mind is applied to nature. Because to get an exact answer, we must look at non-correct answer. Think of your mind as data. Think like a team. Think binary. "1 and 0." After you do that 1 = 0, we can find the solution rather than the converse. Remember that 2x = Time. results time in evolution. Evolution is 2. We must use time as a tool of domination. The simple circle of faith can become more and you will find the large circles represent evolution. If you do not believe that this circle could have filled an empty center visuals:. Then remember how the work of trauma and nostalgia and apply it to their memory of life. It's the circle of human data. "Our memories are not perfect. But if we halfway to believe in "1 = 0. I can not convince the circular translation of my thoughts on human existence on paper. You should now see that I'm going in circles. Tell a contradiction to 100% can reach 100% for total control by some purple abroad, because nothing is perfect, right? If this "contradiction 100%" applies to humans. How can you convince anyone? I now shown that words on paper. I talk in English / persuade / convince people that often. I say all the time. Who is it? An argument is a circle. "100% contradiction" is equal to "Persuasion 100%." Again, we see "0 = 1." The sign "-" represents doubt. Doubt is the inability to overcome the fear of negative thinking. See negativity as amoral. I see it as a virtue. It is simply a small circle of patience. Only thinking makes our language is called "negative thinking" it hurts. We are well advanced in the language we are sophisticated enough to kill us, because the existence of negativity in our minds. But we can not attribute human emotion yet negativity to accept and embrace the negativity and see the circle between 2 points of "positive" and "negativity". imminent death of the human race because we "Negatively" We must change our mentality, our destiny, to believe that "1 = 0" to the contrary do not affect us. In the darkness, we must find a light to be found. The light is in darkness and vice versa! A flaw in the oppositions of light and shadow is the logical and literal circle of life. I wrote all this theory than five hours after I wrote the following sentence in the middle of math class, "What made me think about that …" Chapter 2 shows the spiral of the resolution have begun to fall through and how I came to these conclusions. I said I was going through a manic episode, I know looked, but I was not. What happened was a failure in mathematics. A literal break ..
I also have a bag that says that music = life in it where I keep all my manic writing paper in bulk. These days to arrive, take something and make me afraid. The cooling is more than I've found a position paper that says …
IN THE SKY
It is the sky …
I thought in my sleep when I wanted to die, I I imagine that eventually killed in the conscious world, because in my dream he had in the unconscious world. My world felt so excited and full Power everything seemed unreal to me. Therefore, my logic was the conclusion that I was in heaven. Interestingly, I experienced what it is mentally to be sent to hell. I was driving around with guys I just met some of my friends and my driving style and seemed it was a leap year day and for some reason I thought it was a year before. He was even acting as had it been a year earlier. He was even driving the same car as mine. I started to panic and everyone started to believe all this half-seriously told me that, unfortunately, led me to ask, I'm dead? He joked: "Yes, Scott, who died and to bring to the devil. "I did not know he was manic at the moment for what he believes what he said. It was night and I was afraid of my mind and began to confess what he had done wrong and my last will and things of that nature. That day was delighted to discover that I was in heaven, but when they told me I was going to hell, I thought … "Oh, no, I had it all wrong, it's purgatory. "
Here is a post-it.
When the eyes are dark with the back. control Dark Dark Subconscious = fall into the subconscious. The senses are the limits. Unlimited is a color sense. A rainbow is a color scale. If life and death is white is black, then agree that the communication of color from the 1 = 0. There is no limit on color. It is at this point.
Here's a theory mine that I found on my computer. primary theory was that my episode. In fact, I wrote this while I was manic. What bothers me personally because I am in fact theories about a maniac who has symptoms.
You travel the path of a question mark in mathematics in three-dimensional perception, both literally and mathematically by adding the English language less complicated to more complicated language of mathematics. The meaning is conveyed through language. The meaning is when a agree 100% faith in a man's idea. Think in English and mathematics. The calculation is just a more simple. To take the English and mathematics you need to understand that English is a sub-circle of mathematics. And to convince me 100% on how to answer a question, you will not see the literal meaning of symbols is a question mark.
You see, I reached my goal complete the circle of my concept. I started and finished for broadcasting "The meaning of a question mark." I do not think successfully completed a circle, but what I do is in fact a spiral. My thought is the thought spiral. Thus, the solutions developed. Learn mistakes is just turn your back on fear and the spiral at the front center of an issue. A central issue is a response to a question. To make a complete circle FEEL mental status, as if you've completed a circle. You have faith in this time for 100% successfully traveled in a circle. It what is the answer to a question. The answer to a question is a circle. One question that never ends, it is infinite … Right?
I represented the 3 points is an ellipse which is transmitted in time of written symbols. For us, three points is considered as a break. Three points in time is what a break. If time is represented by a point and time is infinite. Then the three points must feel like 3 circles infinite. If you put the 3 circles, would create an empty circle. His mind is emptiness is the measurement of physical reactions to limit the human eye. The human eye as a sphere, represents the vision. Vision, it is considered that everything you see on the outside of your eye. Your eye is literally the opposite view knowledge as a physical form. The information is processed incorrectly due to a physical reaction to the mental reaction of fear. Fear of the unknown =. Otherwise the fear of hope. sadness, fear results in mental, physical then calculates where it reacts. Hope is the result of mental happiness, which then calculates the physical and chemical reactions. The hope is happiness. Find the joy is complete a circle of happiness. Back to the reaction "perceived physical vacuum is a chemical reaction within the human eye." Zoloft is an antidepressant that forces your body chemically to be happy. Guided by a drug to prevent suicide is a chemical that causes a death spiral in the direction counterclockwise. It is an outward spiral out of control. Spinning out of control is depression, inability to control his mental state. In its turn, is literally a ball of growth "in out" is considered a direction of a spiral. We can grow physically by going this way. If we get out of control they feel anxious and depressed, which then allows us so overwhelmed you feel physically ill. This can lead to suicide. Suicide is the opposite of life. Life is a measure of something in time. A limit on anything. Death is a lifetime limit is a measure of something in time. To feel the physical time, wait. The physical body is waiting for your body to process the information of the unknown which seeks to respond, followed by growth. This act of evolution is a chemical reaction to a mental perception. Man is the only animal that has a math and perception of death. You can see a language and a limit. Use language that can change our perception of the infinite. Do you remember seeing the three points that I called? Your subconscious mind processes the event "Ellipsis is 3 points that represent a calendar, then, after 3 points. 3 phases become, which is measured in time, so I send you my body I physically feel a time value. "The end of time is death, as seen for human life. We are able to see death and think of mathematics in opposites. We believe that an empty circle bipolar 2-dimensional. It and mathematics are solved. We must consider how to resolve an issue, obviously. If one thinks spiral? What if we redefining the concept of infinity to refute the math, while a "number" is a placeholder for an infinite value. But because we believe in a circle, we limit our concept of infinity to a placeholder. A placeholder is a limit. The opposite of infinity is the limit. Any limit can be defined mathematically as 2x, where x is time. 5. 10 days. 2 seconds. A time. If Infinity is represented symbolically with? [Definition provided by Wikipedia] a figure of eight, and the time is now known as the 2x. Then x is infinite. Time is infinite, therefore properly be assumed to be infinite. The symbol represents an eight-way, an infinite path. Because written as a figure of eight years, our concept of time is a circle. A path of a circle is infinite. That is what string theory is. String theory is said that the road to infinity can be represented by a circle. String theory says that? Traveling in the same way as a circle. A circle is but an "S" is not one?.'s Because string theory is currently the smallest notion of time. Skip of "?" A "or" is simplification. Mathematics is represented through English, a sub-circle of the tongue. Today, the most brilliant mathematicians to understand the concept of infinity as a vacuum ho
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